Hi everyone,

I just spent about half an hour writing a huge post, then by internet connection went and it wiped it:throw_computer: so now I have to try to remember the ramblings of a crazy woman and write again.

Lynn - How are you feeling? I just wanted to say, this afternoon I bumped into a friend who is a midwife and I asked her about OPK's. She said, that you really rely on them as they are not 100% accurate. She said that like HPK's, if they show a positive, they are usually correct, but showing a negative or no result can often be wrong. It could be that they just don't work on you or the hormone or whatever (sorry, I am useless with details) that they need to work could be just a little too low for it to pick up. She said a better way to predict is by temp's, CM and cervical position. I didn't ask her about how you check that I also tested today, and my line was slightly darker than yesterday, but still not enough for a positive, so I am not going to do it anymore!! I am just going to try to think positive (or be in denial) and assume that I will or have still ovulated....so join me and we'll keep our fingers crossed and legs open (lol, sorry - TMI I know) for the next few days! It is heartbreaking to read your post. You have done nothing to deserve this, nothing! None of us have. This is a horrible thing that has happened to you, and I wish so much that your little Cooper was here with you, but I know I don't need to tell you that he always will be in your heart. You will get your baby, I just hope that it is soon. There are so many of us sending you bucketloads of

Kerry - I am glad to see you are back, sometimes a break is a good thing isn't it?

Scarlet - I am so sorry to hear about your babies, and that you have had to join us here. But you really have come to the right place for understanding and support.

Mel - How are things going with DH's ex? I hope that it has sorted itself out abit. Yes, our catchup was really great, though we talked so much that we didn't get to eat all of the yummy stuff that we brought along. But that's ok, we got to take the leftovers home. Lynn and Spring are as awesome in real life as they are here. Surprisingly, we only used about 4 tissues between us....maybe we've all cried ourselves dry!

That said, when I got home I just lost it. To meet you guys was fantastic, but to hear your heartbreaking stories from you in person, I think it just hit me hard. This is so real! Not that it wasn't before, just that it's horrible to know people are going through this horrible experience too, iykwim? Thanks again Lynn and Spring, you and your little ones are beautiful....oh and your hubby's are pretty cute too!!

Well, if you thought I had babbled in this post, you should have seen the original. Hugs to everyone.