Sorry Lynn I didnt see your post before, I see what you mean sort of like a catch 22 - you just want it to come but then you want it to hold off longer, I really do hope it holds off a bit longer now I think because as you said it means your cycle may be getting some sort of routine. I didnt realise it was your birthday on Monday either, I wont say happy birthday now I will save it til then. I totally understand why you are not looking forward to your birthday, I felt exactly the same you do when it was my birthday. "Another year older without earth babies" - exactly.
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