Hey gals,
Just a quickie, we are off to the footy tonight to see my team get flogged as usual, but I will come back later tonight.

Spring - Please don't stress out to much about DH, as everyone has said, they just deal with things differently, and he must be so scared. You have to remember that they are still cavemen,lol, well mine is anyway, and they think they have to protect us, as not only is he petrified about becoming attatched to this baby like he was and is to Harrison, he is so worried about you too. I am positive he is distancing himself a little so that he can be strong for you. Imagine how it must be for him, his current and past jobs are all about being a protector in a sense so this must be instilled in him, so he must be so protective over you and it must just kill him to not only go through losing his son that he couldn't protect, but to see you so upset all the time, and with the added stress of another pregnancy and being away from you. It must be so hard on him. I can understand this whole distanceing yourself thing, it is what I did automatically when I found out Asha had died. I was like just take her out, I don;t want to know or see anything, it was just my brain shutting me down I guess so I could cope. My DP never talks about it all unless I almost force him and though he wants another baby so much, he doesn't talk about the future with 2 kids anymore like he did when I was pregnant, so I think that he is kind of doing the same thing as your DH. I know that it is not that they are disinterested, it has to be because they are trying to be strong and prepared for whatever might come. Don't give yourself more things to worry about. You take it easy and be good to you and Lil' Spring. When you guys see that little baby for the first time, I am sure he will turn to jelly. Oh and with the OB and going to 38 weeks, I would just humour him and go along with what he says, when you get closer to the time, you may feel different about going early, and if you don't and still want Lil Spring out, then it is your choice and they will have to take your history and stress levels into account. As stressful as being pregnant must be, you, like me had the feeling that something wasn't right with our babies, and you said to me you didn't have that feeling this time, so trust yoursef and your body and try to relax. This baby WILL be coming home with you, he/she has a special big brother that will make sure of it. I hope you are feeling better after getting it off your chest. Sorry, I have been babbling I know, but I just really hope you are ok. Oh and lol at the A team, that was my brothers favourite.

Mel - Sorry about BFN. I tried not to test today, but I did and I am the same. I think I have officially joined the Test Junkie club I even went and bought more today!
Hey, how funny is the Surreal life? Did you watch the one where Mini-Me got really drunk and rode around the house on his scooter in the nude? Creepy but I couldn't turn away.

Well, I will come back on later and punish you all later after I return from the footy. Go the Rabbitohs!!