Thanks Mel. I knew you would understand the whole birthday thing because you felt the same way. It just isn't fair to be turning another year older without our babies. I just find it hard because I have been trying for a baby since I was 26 so here comes 29 and my arms are empty.

I know Monday will be hard day for you so if I don't hear from you, I understand :hugs: I will be thinking of you and Nicholas