Well I took May of to school today for her very 1st day she was so happy that she was dressed and ready to go at 6:30 am and asking is it time yet by 7:30, but we got there in the end. Zayden like always was a bit timid to go to class as there are many new faces in his room, seemed like there was only one other boy from his class last year. while there were quite a few from his class in the room next door, gee I hate it when the teachers dont think when putting the classes together, he will be fine and make new friends, As for may it was like she had been doing this her whole life, she went in put her food in the fridge and then sat down and started to colour with her friend pearl, who she knows from school pick up. I had forgoten to bring her sheet and pillow for rest time so had to go home to get this and when I got back she didnt even see me she was sitting there like such a big girl on the mat, now all I have to do is stop crying and missing her so much I feel like there is a big part of me missing I know that in a few days all will be fine and I will be happy for her but right now all I feel is sadness, that she is in school when I feel she is still so young and should only be in kindy, and home with me, but thats just me beening selfish. doesnt help that Kai is in bed and BHL is away so I have no destrations. Anyway sorry for the sob I have loaded some photos of her in the gallery if you would like a look.

Hope all of you who had to take there 1st timers to school did better than I have or atleast have someone to talk to.

have a great day only 2.5 hrs until I get to pick up my baby....