Prama, how are you feeling at the moment? I was just reading everyone's posts coz I dont' do that nearly enough, I just write what's going on with me and Jazz. (sorry).
I have felt exactly the way you mentioned you're feeling. Sometimes I'll be honest, I kind of feel resentful but I feel terrible for feeling that way because I wanted a baby so much. I'm not feeling like that any more since I went back to work (not saying that's the answer for you, but it was the answer for me). Now I have my time out - sure, it's not "free time" but It's time where I don't have to be someone's mum and I feel much more in control of my feelings and emotions because I have that 8 hours each day.

Matt is getting heaps more confident with Jazz and I can now go out for several hours on my own and I don't get any phone calls from him or anything. It's getting to the point where he'll try basically everything that I'd try until something works to settle her. There was only one time during the night that he couldn't settle her, that was when her cold first took hold and I took her into the bathroom. But he's asking questions about what to do if this happens or that happens and he's actually willing to learn and watch things that I do.

All that is going to come in handy this week coz I think we might have to keep her home from daycare on Monday and maybe Tuesday which means he'll have to look after her for the whole day while I'm at work. He's fully ok with that.