jessica- i feel that way at the moment that id rather b working it would be much easier i feel stuck at the moment with 4 kids a dp who needs to have his clothes washed and ironed and dinner done for him to take to work plus juggle a baby who doesnt want to be put down and crying alot, a 2 year old who throws tantrums over the drop of a hat every were we go literally, a 9 and 8 yr old who ague over stuff and still havent really learnt how to put things away and look after there stuff . totally frustrating especially when there dvds and playstationg games and nintendo ds things , which all cost heaps of money and we are constantly on the bakcs about it, makes me so angry im not going to spend much on there bdays anymore not until they look after things.
and to top it off were living with the in laws for a while until we build a shed on our property to live in until we can build a house on and i forgot to mention im also looking after a japanese student this money we get from her will he;lp go towards our property for building equipment and stuff.
so sorry to whinge but i need to it doesnt feel like anyone else really cares around here atm and my dp doesnt seem to fully understand either , i feel like ive lost a part of me since being we even had to sell my car which id be paying off myself to my mil and know im borrowing her car until we can afford to get another .
meanwhile he still has his i feel like s##t.
anyway a baby is calling talk later
savina