Is turning out to be not what I expected either... Gossip has random teacher knowing not only about the miscarriage but the fact I'm going through IVF - so I'm greeted with "I'm so sorry, do you think you'll try again?" Facing the kids hasn't been so bad - they have shown genuine concern and worry and are mostly glad to see me. Of course there are some ratbags that have made life a little unpleasant...

Have got through two lessons so far... our recess break was horrible as I had one of my colleagues ask me how last week was for me. Despite the answer of "absolutely horrible" he persisted in asking what had happened. I managed to choke out "I'd rather not discuss it" and walked away to compose myself, as I had to pretty much go straight to an extra lesson.

Great first day back - extra lessons, gossip, insensitivity and I'm told there's parent teacher interviews tonight as well. I think I'm going to have to pass on them, I'm just too tired already and will be facing complete emotional exhaustion by then.

Thanks for the support everyone, I really need it right now.

Bw