Firstly hun I just wanted to say that I am ever so sorry for your loss .... It couldn't have been an easy decision to make but you had no choice, so please don't be angry at yourself ..... Give yourself time to heal and then, just may be you might feel that you can talk to your family or friends about it- They won't judge you they will support you and your family .... Have you been offered any counseling ? May be that some thing to thing about to help you get through this tough time.


Hugs hun xxxxxx