Thankyou, ladies. Really, thankyou. Thankyou for reading and sending the love, I feel much better after typing all of that and hearing what you all had to say. I of course still feel horrible, but better than before. I guess it was just building and building up and I had to let some of it go, KWIM? I'm taking a few weeks off work, at least until after Emily's due date comes around, and my fiancee and I have decided on that day, to have a small ceremony in the park with some close friends & family.

Thankyou for your throughts and prayers, and I send mine back to all of your angel babies too. xoxo