Kelly, my heart goes out to you.
We had our second MC in November too - its so damn hard, especailly once you have seen that beautiful little flicker flicker of the heartbeat! I just fell in love the minute i saw that - i didnt really allow myself to feel anything before that because i was scared taht it would end up just like the first MC. But then there was the HB! And two weeks later there wasnt. I my heart broke in 2 as soon as the us came up ion screen, i knew it was gone.
One of the hardest parts of trying to cope was that DF didnt see the heartbeat, so for him there wasnt really a "connection" - just made it so much harder. Correction, still makes it so much harder.
I had counselling, and still have one more session to go to if i wish - if it wasnt for her i would probably have had a breakdown by now - she helped me to see all sides, and to help me to help myself get out of the rutt i was in.
I have bought a candle for each of my lost bubs. I dont know when i will be albe to light them.
Forget those stupid comments - i know its hard, personally i cant be bothered any more with a couple of ppl who said dumb things to me, they are written off as far as i am concerned!
BB is so therapeautic