Almost 11 months later and I can safely say that I am not over the fact that I ended up with a c/section. I felt disempowered by my doctor, DH (although bless him he was doing his best) and the midwives and I am not sure today whether I will ever "get over it". I hate the fact that my body didn't do what it was supposed to do and I hate the fact that I didn't meet my son until 2 hours after he was born.

I try to work through it as best I can - it is all becoming a bit fresh again as we have been talking about TTC #2... DH is dead keen on me having an elective cs - and I flatly refuse! Should be interesting times!!