Yes, Jazz and Shel left and went back up to maternity while I stayed in recovery, I didn't get to hold her until a little over 2 hours after she was born, let alone feed her. I felt really upset that I was 'introduced' to my own baby... plus the fact that for the first few days I pretty much couldn't do anything for her, I couldn't even pick her up when she cried or change her nappy. I couldn't be a mum, which I think had a huge impact.