OOOh Sushee! I was liek Christine, when my saister was having Indah 3 days p/w & Mum the other 2, Indah was 6mths old & I was a blubbering hysterical mess, I made her sleep next to me that night as I was so so afraid of missing her, I spent atleast a month back at work, sobbing hysterically in my office!!!
But she was fine has a super bond with my Mum & sister!
However I have decided I will work afternoons/nights from now on, given up my professional office role to work on the factory floor, as I cannot do it to myself again with Zyon, so I will be home all day put the kids to bed & then head off to work 4+hours, I will be exhausted, but I really dont care, I cannot emotionally do what I did with indah & I will personally regret it forever! (On my own selfish scale, not her she had a ball & is a happy girl, but I hated it!!!)

Charlie sounds like he is having a blast!!! It did get easier for me too!!! LOL