Awww Sushee...

I imagine it must be so hard for you.
I'm the opposite. I have so much stuff to do... I love it when I can drop Shaun off to day care.

But I also love what it does for him... and maybe that is one way you can look at it.

It will develop Charlies sense of independence
He will enjoy a change of environment, and make lots of new friends
He will have new toys to play with
He will enjoy his time with you even more

My DS can't wait to get out of the car when I pull up at day care or FDC. He just loves it.
And he has become a really friendly, happy child... not clingy or insecure. I credit the day care for that.

It is only 1 day a week initially... and that will help him get used to the environment before going full time. If you weren't to do it now... it would be a BIG shock to him to go 4 days a week all at once.

And as hard as it will be for you initially... I hope that you will enjoy your "me time" and you could do something that is difficult with a little one. Shopping, scrapbooking, baking, ironing, cleaning...???

Hugs to you.