Wow Angelpunks,

Good for you, reacting the way you do!!

Thanks Flowerchild for your kind words! Funny thing is, I tend to think in English, but having to write everything makes me a bit insecure but I guess it would be the same for me in Dutch. It is just having to put your emotions down in words is what is difficult for me.

Yep it is (for me anyway) incredibly hard to change my thinking, but working on it! Just have to tell myself that I have to take it day by day.
And at least we are trying/ making the effort hey?!