Possums,

Really sorry to hear that It is so very dissappointing having a cycle cancelled. Can you perhaps ask your clinic if they could try an antagonist cycle with you? The advantage it that it is a very short cycle as you don;t have to take the pill before hand, their are a few threads about these cycles on BB.

With the due date I've heards that releasing some balloons or another sign of hope can help to overcome sadness on those days. With my own lost baby I didn't do anything on the due date but a few months later went for a weekend in a retreat and meditated at a river with some flowers which the current carried away.

Be kind to yourself,

Sara