Hey Possums
Anger is definately a big part of loss. I thiught i was coping really well when i had my ectopic, i accepted that thats just how it was this time and that angel wasnt meant for this world. But about a week after i went out for dinner and came out of the cafe to be faced with a women about 8monthes pregnant having a cigerette and i completely lost it!! I too gave up my caffiene, my dignity and basically my life to have this child i so longed for and here was someone taking it soooo for granted i wanted to punch her lights out. It does get easier but i have to say m y blood still boils when i see people abuse there bodies while pregnant and/or children. I really hope things get easier for you soon Possums and good luck i was keep an eye on where youre at! Take care.