For a very longtime, all I could feel was anger. I have a 19yo brother who has 3 children (4,2,1) with his 19yo girlfriend and the number of times DOCS have been called in... it makes me so mad that they have these beautiful children and treat them so badly, yet I still can not have a child.
I get angry that we did everything 'right'. We got married first, we bought our house and paid off our cars, and then decided to have children. We didnt 'put our careers first', I am doing this in the prime of my life - 22- and I still can not have a child.

It hurts and I get angry.

I have started going back to church and am also on anti-depressants, to be honest these are the only reasons I feel that I dont feel as angry anymore. But I think you need to be angry for a while, it is part of the grieving process, grieving for our losses and our infertility.