I can identify with what everyone else has said. I get angry that we are having to go through this - why us and what have we done wrong. I get angry that our ability to have a child has been taken beyond the control of our bodies - everything goes through a third party, and I feel angry when people just expect us to deal with this as if there is nothing going on in our lives that causes us to be sad, upset and stressed...and I get angry with myself for letting this all get to me and for making me cry when I dont want to, and for making me thing 'evil' thoughts of others who have their babies safely in their arms!

Somedays I deal with this better than others...today is a day that I'm not dealing with it well