Possums - I am so sorry you are struggling right now - it's really hard isn't it? I can relate to what you are saying. I've been crying at everything - tv shows, commercials, etc. I've also been doing dumb things - picked up a sandwich for lunch, paid for it, left it on the counter, walked away - had to come back for it. I've done things like this for 3 weeks now. I also know that I am truly exhausted - both physically & emotionally. I had to work really late yesterday as I've fallen quite behind given all the time I've spent at doctors of late and as I was walking out at 8pm, I called DH and started crying - for NO reason at all. I think things like your picnic that remind you to relax, enjoy life, and that yes - there is more to life than TTC. I know how important TTC is - but I tell myself everyday that I have to remember that I can't continue to allow it to control my life 100% (not that I've figured out how to do this yet - I'm very obsessive).

The accident must have been hard - I'm so sorry that this happened but very happy everyone is OK. If you are aware of being spacey and not all there, try to give yourself a break and treat yourself well.

All of this is easier said than done - but we all understand and have been there (or are there right now).