Hi Possums,

I so feel for you hun. I completely understand the grief, anger and bitterness and those 'bad' days. You really are doing so well considering everything you've been through, you seem to be able to identify what you're feeling and why very well - and that's half the battle to getting through the days. I know this journey has changed me as person and i worry it's not in a good way - but from your posts supporting others I can tell you are a wonderful, strong, compassionate person. You have had a horrible time - more than many people go through in a lifetime - you are allowed to feel the way you do. But you keep on going and that means you are stronger than you think.

You are doing the best you can. Give yourself plenty of time and dont beat yourself up about the feelings you have.

I'm so glad you had a lovely weekend, hopefully there are many more to come. Wishing you the very best with your journey. You will get there. Lots of