Definitely not overstepping any bounds, I am just after all the information that I can get that may help me through these tough times. There seems to be a common occurrence of how emotional and hard things get when going through AC. This gives me a glimmer of hope that this is all that my wife and I are going through at the moment. I am really missing our cuddles at night while we lay down and watch TV, even getting a kiss goodbye or hello when I leave and get home from work. I don't know if I should continue to do these little things, or just give her space. I have told that I am hear whenever she needs me.

Sometimes things seem too hard and I feel like giving up, there is only 3 days before her final blood test and I hope whatever the result she can get some clarity in how she is feeling.

I am trying my hardest to be supportive and not let her see how worried/depressed and scared I am that what we are going through is more than just the AC. I even went and say a councillor the other day as I know I need to look after myself during these troubling times. I am lucky I have supportive family (even if it is my DW family)

Once again thanks for all the advice and helpful comments, I will keep you all updated on how things progress.