Emma,

I feel for you and your loss, I have read different threads and marvel at how caring you are towards everyone, popping in to say hi, and giving your best wishes, that is a wonderful quality to have, to care about others whilst your greiving yourself.

You need to take one day at a time, literally, each day wake up and think I just have to get through today, I am going to enjoy a part of today, I am going to cry a part of today, Im going to reflect and ponder or plan my future for one part of my day, try it, see if one day at a time works to help yourself through.

We wont ever be the same women we were at the start of our journeys, but believe me, you will find strength Emma, one day at a time