Dear Emma,
I really do feel for you, it has also happened to myself in Oct aswell. And you do ask yourself, how do you go on? You look at ALL the 'how's' & the 'why's'. I know what you mean seeing 'pg things' all around you, I Direct a child care centre and seeing those children brings tears to my eyes everyday. And whats more hurtful is when parents come in and say....'oh, im pg again, i wasnt even trying'. I just grin and bare it, I actually only went back to work last week after having 3 weeks off from my miscarriage, i sooooo wish I was walking into an office job! I find what helps me is just venting to my DH & to write in my diary most nights, it's just a 'reliever' and I feel it helps me get through the day to day, I never thought I would see myself having a personal diary, but I am so glad I have one, it is also is just time to yourself, which is nice.

Sending you lots of
Shell xo