Thanks Emma, spirits are stronger than we are. And I'm thrilled your DH is learning to hold you and not fix you. Its so much easier to be strong with others, and thats why BB is so important to me. DH knows that if he can't be there, I have somewhere to go to lean on people who understand.
I'm sure its the same for us all.
You are not alone and you are loved for your strength whether you feel it or not.
You have survived and sometimes thats strength enough in the early days. If you hang in there long enough, better days eventually come along. And until then, we'll be your strength.

You've shown strength in just reaching out for support too. Don't forget how hard it can be just to ask for help.