Thanks Bokkie...I'm not looking forward to waiting 4 weeks for mc but FS thinks it's better I wait rather than have D&C...I'll have another blood test next week and then if levels haven't dropped we will discuss the D&C again...if I can handle it all for another week...yesterday my levels had gone up again so if I hadn't had the scan I'd still be cruising along thinking all was ok...maybe we know too much??? Anyways...I'mm really annoyed about work...DH has said I don't have to go back and I've spoke to HR yesterday about my options...will meet with them later in my 2 weeks of sick leave to discuss my options...if you get where I'm going with that...today I feel that I can never work again...but that's today...tomorrow will be a little bit better...so we just get through today...thanks for always being there...wish we could be doing this over choclolate and coffee xxx