It'll take time Ellie, you've been through so much now. This is so damn unfair. I wish everything was going well with your little one. What did your levels go up to? Will they do another scan before they do a D&C? Im so sad for you. After my mc all I wanted to do was stay home alone. I didn't care if I ever went back to work or if the whole place burned down. Look after yourself first. I also wish it could be over coffee and chocolate, or bourbon and pizza xxx You're in my thoughts xxx