dearmum.....sounds like a plan darl......i was thinking sometime in the early new year.....i unfortunately can't go on the pill because of getting blood clots.....the only thing that is ok is the depo needle....when i do my cycle.....thankfully i only have to be on the pill for so many weeks, but i have to inject twice daily with clexane (blood thinner) to compensate and it will also help with my endo......chin up babe....i know how hard it is to be in a shop like BIG W or kmart etc and you go near the baby section, especially after a loss.....it just rips your heart out, but i believe it also makes you so much stronger later on......gosh "30" seems so long ago now for me anyways....wow i would love to be "30" again.....but then i also wouldn't change anything i have done since and the wonderful cyber friends i have also made......cheers kiya