Thanks you guys i was having a real bad day,im doing ok now i just want this year to be over so i can look forward to a better year.
I have been thinking about babies and although i can go on without anymore i think i would proberly get down the track and regret not having another one.Did i tell you guys about my oldest son left home?yeh well he is happy now that he is in his own home so now i have a spare room im going to do that up as a nursary,once im pregnant again that is.

Hi Kiya....Babe people are so cheeky hey.I hope you get everything sorted out,this year has been S**T for alot of us.

Hi Waggers....Yeh thanks,i dont blame myself actually but my oldest daughter was saying that i have been killing everything this year and i know her she was meaning that i also killed my baby her brother,i dont think she meant it but it really hurt and i cant believe my hubby agreed with her the idiot.I love my family but they dont hold anything back when they want to say something.

Oh did i tell you guys about my holiday has been cancelled?yeh i have family coming to stay with us on the new year so shoot im going to miss out on Kl and Bali i even payed it off because i booked it myself on the net so i cant get my money back the only thing i could do was change the date so im going in July now.God i needed that holiday.I keep thinking it has to be just a bad luck year for me because nothing is going right.

COME ON 2009