Hey Kirsty

I just finished reading your post in the other thread and was about to reply, and then saw this one...

I'm really glad to hear that you're doing a bit better and that your DH is making a real effort.
I know that it took Felius a long time to get me to open up withi him about our losses and it was frustrating for him sometimes. I think we both knew that he could never fully understand, but it was good to share the emotions we both had. It was really good for me to see how much he need me, as well as me needing him. It actually took him longer than me this time round to come to terms with things and be ready to start TTC again. but now we're BDing away and have our fingers crossed. I even managed to buy an adorable little outfit today for our baby box.

I totally know what you mean about being scared. I don't think I'll be able to relax until I'm holding our baby in my arms too. It's a bit difficult to know that I won't be able to fully relax and enjoy just being pg...but oh well.

Please don't apologise about not catching up on me! After what you've been through you shouldn't be worrying about my silly life It's my pleasure to try to give a little bit of support where I can.... no one should have to go through this sort of thing alone.

Ohhh....what are your tatts??? I'm thinking about getting another one...taking me up to 5 They really are addictive

Anyway, mammoth post over. I hope you continue to keep getting stronger everyday, and I wish you loads of :luck: for your next pg.

:hugs: right back at ya