AF is here again. I'm feeling a bit tired of it all. Tired of planning for the next cycle, for figuring out dates. Fast forwarding nine months to figure out what a due date would be. I just want it to happen. But then I know if it does happen, I'm going to beside myself with worry. I hate this. I just want to finish our family now. I'm ready, DH is ready and the gap from DD is getting bigger. I don't want to be in this mindset either. If we can't have another, then I know I'll be okay with that, but right now my body is teasing me with the fact that it can "try" to do what it's supposed to do. I don't even really know what I'm trying to say. I'm overtired. Sorry for the selfish post.