Saffy, Ive been where you are as well after testing being done! When I finally had a world renown miscarriage specialist tell me why Ive had 5 miscarriages and that Im lucky to even have had 3 successful pregnancies I felt like such a failure. Its easier to think it was out of your hands than the fact it was your own body sabotaging your efforts. Doomed before they even started.

I will be on a clexane and asprin regime when we get pregnant again (but I have antiphospholipid syndrome) and I am trying to be confident that it will be the right fix for a term, healthy pregnancy! Its hard to stay positive though (although DG I am so happy to hear your doing well!!!! Gives me alot of hope!)