I can remember with DD1 sobbing whilst trying to attach her to the bb and thinking I thought this was supposed to be natural and EASY!
I think the pressure to have those blissful/ happy mummy feelings 24/7 is very strongly put upon us by a lot of society and its great to have people openly admit that it isn't always like that. Motherhood is damn hard, there are challenges every step of the way- yes its very rewarding and wonderful sometimes but its also boring, tiring and frustrating!

You are doing a great job hun, be kind to yourself.