ill make this quick as im on hubbys comp and his key board doesnt work properly, ill follow up on my comp later
the hospital already told ,me even if i loose weight they wont take me
hubby said sorry, said he is stressed which i knew and said he didnt say very nice things
but still says this is all 1 sided and i only think bout myself
and i cant afford the homebirth as the bbay bonus is being used to buy a second car

i dont feel like myself anymore, i have lost the happy person i once was, i just want me back
hubby says he doesnt like this fighting all becasue of the hospital

will be back with more later