Huge hugs Elocin

I thinks it a protective thing i know with my last round of IVF i knew we were close to the end and i didnt have much left in me to keep going that i was soooo negative to protect myself from the heartache when it didn't work that when i got my BFP i kind of went into hiding for a long time so i could deal with the fact we were pregnant and let myself deal with the emotions and grief and because whilst i was pregnant i was still majorly ****ed i had to go through all the IVF stuff to get here and i still had to take the crinone and drugs and it just sucks sometimes! It does get better but you need to recognize what you are feeling so you can work past it and its still YOUR journey and we all deal with things differently.

Shan