Oh Monnie,
Sorry to hear you need a break to get things sorted out. Wishing you the best of luck in that and returning to us sometime when you can. It has been great getting to know you and for your support since meeting you in LTTTC. Loved hearing all the little updates on you and your little Felix.

Havent been on BB myself much lately. Celeste is much more time consuming now and I just dont seem to have the spare time lately. I try to spend a lot of the time she is awake playing/reading with her then there are all the usual household things... you know how it goes.

Big thing for me: had to work last thursday night. Not happy Jan! I only did it to save DH from working nearly 24 hours straight. He worked all day at his dayjob and was going to have to get up for work again at 2am for a big day so he couldnt really work 5pm till midnight inbetween!!! It was a once off because of various dramas with both workplaces... Luckily I had a days notice and had a bit of EBM in the freezer so I just had to express one feeds worth during the day. I took my pump to work (to relieve a bit of pressure and keep the same supply up) and then fed Celeste as soon as I came home at 12.15am (she woke up right on time!). So the feeding wasnt really a drama but BOY DID I MISS HER!!! Luckily it was very busy that night so I didnt have a lot of time to think about her but it did decide for me that I really dont want to go back to work now. I have my job kept open for me informally but I am sure now that I want to stay home. I think I have always wanted to be a SAHM but also the long time waiting for this has made me want to savour it even more. DH is happy for me to do that and we are very lucky that we can almost afford it!

Well, thats about it from me, Celeste is a joy as always. She is doing so well but unfortunately has another cold and not sleeping through anymore. I think she has a bit of reflux waking her inthe night.
Hope youare all going well and hope to hear from Monnie again soon

Sazz