Fantastic post, Nic

We're just gearing up now for cycle #5... and I'M TERRIFIED.

NOT for the cycle part, not even for the 'will it work, if not, here we go again part'... but for the part that if it DOES work, at what point will I finally accept it?

Since BG & BW both got their long awaited BFP's, I've followed along with support both on here & through sms & phonecalls... but I equally feel their hesitation & fear as to each day and the insecurity of 'when can I finally relax & enjoy this' (I hope you girls don't mind me using you as an example... just that you two are the most current ones ATM )

I'm feeling the exact same emotions as they are - but about myself - and I haven't even got the BFP yet

I completely understand where Dusty is at... and I thank you, too, Sushee for this thread because its allowed me to think about something that I've been 'filing for another day' for a long time now.

Seeing as how we're about to embark on a new cycle, I need to start getting my head around things, too - I could have written Dusty's post myself!