Dory, you are an incredible woman. I hope you are feeling ok today.
Matthew's Mum and others, you too impress me. You all help me feel normal...thank you. I think i will follow in your footsteps and make her a cake when her birthday comes around. Right now i want to put a stop to the clock. Time is getting away from me and it is moving so fast. Sorry, MM I will pm DD's name for you. I used to have it plastered everywhere but i found it took this safe place for me and my privacy. So i have started using DD and Gigi for short. This way i still have this space to be free.
We go to a psychic/medium tomorrow and speak to our DD again. We will do this a couple of times a year, more if we can afford. She is incredible.
I will never let go i think, DD's ashes will be with us always and go with us. You will know what to do when the time comes, if it does. In the mean time there is no rush....my view only.
Sometimes i feel like i have entered into a world of weird, that is so comfortable to me. I coul dnever tell people we know what we do. Others that have not felt this just look at us with judgmental eyes. It is hard to wear sometimes. It is believed by some that we are a bit over the top, she was only a baby, she never 'lived' kind of looks from people. I hate the forced pity and lack of knowing. The looks. Oh this is not the place for this, but it just came out.
Anyway, bit of a funny day. Love and peace to all
Hmxx
Last edited by Gigi1; December 6th, 2009 at 01:59 PM.
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