Joey - you do what you need to do, hon. It is your body. (I think) it is completely normal for you to feel this way.

I completely understand. I became (and still am) internet obsessed. I have had to feel like I am doing everything in my power to prevent another loss. I guess then I might not blame myself for "failing" (my words, no one elses) . Research has made me feel like I have more control over what is going to happen in my future, rather than the powerlessness I felt when I MC. My FS, on the other hand, did not enjoy my myriad questions I would take to each appointment. "Unplug the internet," he has told me on more than one occasion!

Oh, and about the stress thing - no study has proved it has stopped conception. It is of course, important not to strees so much once you conceive.

I am sorry that the closest people in your life are not giving you the type of support you crave, even though I am sure they have the best of intentions. Do what you've got to do, hon'. It is not hurting anybody