Rozzie, I also lost my 22wks son. They did a blood test on me on the day to check for infections and found none. They also did a post-mortem on my baby but I haven't received the results yet. I have read that about 30% of stillbirths have no evident cause.

I'm due back to my hated obstetrician for a check-up next week where I'll ask more about what happened and also when we can start trying again. I understand how you feel, I desperately want to hold a baby in my arms and hear it cry and see it open its eyes.

Good luck Rozzie and feel free to vent, we all know how you feel.

Hi Jen, thanks for checking up on me. I'm doing OK. We collected Hamish's ashes last week and it's a real comfort to have him home with us. I'm also distracting myself with looking after my health and trying to be in a positive frame of mind about the future.