Hammi--I'm so happy to hear you feeling so positive about the future! My dad passed away from a brain tumor 5 years ago, and my step mom still keeps his ashes next to her bed. It provides her with great comfort, so I can only imagine how comforted you would feel to have him home with you. I wish you luck at your appointment, and I hope you get the green light to begin your TTC journey. Please feel free to join us in the TTC after M/C when you're ready, I would love to see you there! We're planning a mass exodus into the Pregnancy after M/C thread! Take care, hun!