Bailey - I was so glad on Sunday when you did open up and talk to us about Asha. I know that you don't talk about her a lot here and that is totally up to you but it was nice to hear you talking about her on Sunday. You know that we are always here to listen when you do want to talk about her. I'm sure your family and friends would understand if you did get upset when talking about her. I know that sometimes when I talk about Cooper I upset other people, but I need to talk about him, it is what gets me through each day. It is my sisters birthday and on her card I wrote Cooper's name on it. I sat for ages wondering if I should put it on the card and then I decided to because he is my son and he is part of our family. When she read the card she got upset but she said thank you for including Cooper it means so much to me.

It is completely ok for you to want another girl and we all know that it isn't to replace Asha because you can never replace her. I know exactly how you feel. I know that I have said that I think having a girl next would be easier because I wouldn't compare her to Cooper as much but I would like another boy. But whether it is a boy or a girl it is going to be hard. So like you, I really really don't care what I have. As long as I can have one (please!!!!! ) It is hard to put it into words without people taking it the wrong way but I know what you mean. I hope that you caught the eggie and this is your month. Fingers crossed and I hope the golden pig is on your side! He isn't on mine at the moment so he must be with someone. Sending you heaps of pink baby dust
Let us know how you went with the support group.

Mel - I'm sorry that you are going through all of this with DH's ex. I hope it eases off soon. Take care babe

Deb - are you out there???????????? Would love to hear from you.

Well I went to have another BT today and when I got there they told me I had to be fasting! Well I did ask yesterday and they told me that I didn't have to be So I now have to go back to tomorrow. You should see my arms! I have brusies and needle marks all over them - what will people think!!!!!

Hi to everyone else - hope you are all well.