Hello ladies...
I am going backwards again now! Tried doing light exercise cause I was feeling great, and now I think Ive made things worse. my tummy is still sore, and my bleedings all stopped, but I get this real yucky white yellowish discharge all the time its not the usual discharge any woman gets, cause there is soooo much of it, Im hoping its not internal puss or anything, Ive already been on anti-biotics because my wound opened back up a little sooo gross! I am still doing alot better than last time though just extra sore still, it takes forever to heal properly
Danielle i had the yucky white yellowish discharge for about 3 days last week, so maybe it is normal - maybe we both should worry. I too have gone backwards a bit, but I'm not doing as much as you are. Lifted DS on Saturday night and am paying for that. Went for a 15 minute walk 3 times over the weekend with DD in carrier and paying for that too. I keep gettingpains on and off. My SIL's SIL told me on Saturday night that she still gets them 16 years after her last c-section - like I wanted to hear that!!!

Sarah, Beatrix, Sharon Wonder if it is a full moon or hormones.... I too had a meltdown over the weekend, culminating yesterday - public holiday here. Was at the point of packing a bag and yelling at and hitting DH, DS kept saying "I come with you Mummy" Anyway after a lot of crying and eventually getting a big hug from DH I became somewhat more rational. I was feeling like he has a life and I don't and certainly no friends, the one friend I have text and I even rejected her. Maybe we are all just feeling the pinch. When I stopped and thought about it I'm the problem not DH, DS, DD or the lack of friends and family.

I ended up apologising for my part in making myself the victim of circumstance and that it's just hard for me, I feel like we never have time together. I think that because it is our wedding anniversary on Friday I'm expecting he will have something else to do. He agreed that we don't have enough us time and said that he misses me, but we haven't worked out how to change that. Think my DH has the baby blues and I do too ATM.

Anyway I'm a bit better today, but am feeling like a failure as a parent (like Sharon- tears are starting as I type). I know I am doing all the wrtong things this time, but I can't seem to help myself. My biggest issue is that I seem to have a baby attached to me 24/7 except when DH gives me a break. I need to change that and get her sleeping in the cot at the least, but she just doesn't seem to settle without the touching - need help changing that before it's too hard, but I can't deal with the crying.

Sorry for the not so happy post.