This post is way way TMI.
Feeling really low, today, I was up with Nathan most of the night. He vomited a few more times overnight and did the biggest waterist poo, it has rotovirus written all over it, it has a very distinctive smell. I have a sething headache, the boy is very whingey and climbing all over me, ok boob in mouth, he might settle for now. I washing coming out of my ears from last nights effort, he hasn't V'd or Poo'd in a couple of hours. He has had booby overnight and this morning as well as a dry piece of toast with a smidge of vegemite. I think I'll take him for a warm shower, he smells,my poor love, then I'll get to the washing, girls are going to school with the lady over the road, yay. One less worry today. Allanah hasn't been well the past couple of days either, but no vomitting, I really hope the rest don't come down with it, it's all just too much work. OK safe now
Maya... I can totally feel where you are coming from, I know the frustration you feel with depressed parents oh too well!!! Nothing could help my Dad though, I can't quite believe it's been over three years now since he's been gone. It has been a struggle with no parents, I have a very close Aunt but nothing compares,although thinking back my mother was a very cold and stand offish person, not really one for cuddles and sharing her bed for morning hugs. Sad really. We tried very hard to maintain a relationship with her after Dad died but her personality disorder made that very difficult that and the never ending abusive phone calls at all hours. She alienated herself from her entire family, even her mother, brother's and sister's. So I guess without elaborating on the painful details... I hear ya sister!!! I'm so envious of people who have a great relationship with their mum, Since I don't have that,I make sure I do with my children.
Michael has informed me last night that there is a possibility he will have to work an extra week or two and only be home for three weeks. Perks of being a boss, yay. I knew it was a possibility as they told him it could happen. It doesn't make it any easier though, I really miss him. I know it is only short term and we walk away owning our house but know he's talking about going to work with a new mate there, whose BIL has an international contractors business and all they do is go around the world finishing off construction. This time next year apparently :rollseyes: It's worth 1/4 mil a year but he could be away for 3 -4 months or 2 - 3 weeks, depending on the contract. I would rather he stuck with this one. It's close enough to that figure, and he's home relatively regularly. How much is enough, I think he's just being greedy. I would rather he sees this job out and comes home.
Well my mood is pretty sombre today so gonna go do some disinfectingand washing, This poor boy is whinging again, I'll try to catch up later.
Bye
Dee
Last edited by Coolabahdee; July 12th, 2007 at 08:16 AM.
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