BeiBei, you're right, the first day is behind me, and that was always going to be the worst.
I'm still really bugged that people know who shouldn't, and know more of my private life than I want them to - I'm still trying to figure out who I should complain to about that, though. It's bugging me too much to be able to let it go and say nothing.
I sometimes find myself in a weird state where I wonder if I ever really was pregnant. And then I feel guilty because I feel like I'm forgetting the Caterpillar already.
I'm frustrated with the lack of answers, the week between here and my next appointment... and the fact that part of me wants to try again, while another part is absolutely terrified of ever doing so.
I think there's just so much to process after being at work for the day, my mind is a complete jumble... DH had better prepare himself for a late night listening to me tonight!
and love. HOpe today is easier.
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