i am so sorry to hear of the loss of your beautiful baby girl i totally understand what you are going through i lost my DD AT 23 wks and its the hardest thing i have ever being through and like you i didnt really cry when people were around i usually waited till the night time and then i sobbed and sobbed i would wake up with swallon eyes all my family and friends said how well i was coping but deep down i wasnt no one really new how i was feeling i just put on a brave face as i didnt want people to worry about me and i didnt want to feel like a burden to people but i am seeing a counsellor now as i just feel like i need to realease the emotions for me to move forward i really hope you have a supportive family and that you talk to each other its one of the saddest things that could happen also your website is so beautiful i wish i had taken more memerable pictures its a yr today since my DD funeral and i dont think anyone remembers so feeling a little down as i miss her so much like you said you miss being pregnant i feel as though she should be here in my arms and how its just not fair that these beautiful babies dont make it into this world take care of yourself.
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