Kelli, I really feel for you and am so sorry for your loss. It sounds like you have had no support for this terrible thing that happened to you. Shame on your family and friends who didn't support your decision to have this baby and those who thought it was "for the best".
I lost a baby years ago, I was only about 8 weeks pregnant at the time. Although it was so hard at the time, I look back now and know it happened for a reason. I was crying for months after I lost my first but he/she was always with me in spirit. I have since had a little girl and her name is Madeleine. She's only a couple of months old now. She is an angel and I believe the spirit of my unborn child came back to me through her. I have also been told this by a very good psychic I have been seeing for years. You will have another Bub in the future, just live with that hope and know that he/she will be beautiful!
I do realise this is hard to digest at the moment but can I suggest you go and see someone if you don't feel you can talk to your friends and family? Sometimes it helps talking to a total stranger and getting all of that emotion out.
My heart is with you and I really feel for you at this time. I hope you stay positive and keep a smile on your face and focus on all the other great things you have in your life.
Take care.
xx
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