Kell, honey, i am so sorry to hear that you are struggling - its so much worse when no-one understands!

I know that with my second MC i would still be breaking down constntly (hey, i have ups and downs - some weeks i am so depressed, and some i gt kinda excited about looking toward the future) but i would not be strong enought o get through it if i didnt have counselling. So i really, really suggest you look into it - it helped me soooo much.

Big hugs, try to keep yourself strong for the sake of that body of yours that wil one day carry a beautiful baby into life!