When this first happened to me, I thought I was the only person that it has happened to. I have alot of friends who have had babies with no problems at all, and thought that is how it is. I keep asking myself, why me? I know there will never be an answer because it shouldn't be anyone and why we are picked is just so unfair.

Yesterday was not a good day - I kept thinking about what I would have been doing if things had turned out differently. I can't believe it has been 1 month already - it feels like yesterday when this nightmare started. How have you got through the past 12 weeks? How have you been today?

That quote is so true - how we only wish for dirty nappies and constant crying.